Loving the dance?

I’m warning you I’m not an easy catch! That’s what she said to me today. First a little history on Mizz K. A few months back I started an experiment which I detailed in a previous post. Well she was part of this experiment an I had given up on her after she blew me off on the first date without even a call. However I am a curious person an was oft told by my parents that curiosity killed the cat. I had to find out why she would just blow me off after saying yes. So I work with this young lady so I had to dance correctly in order to not turn the whole workplace awkward. After much hard work I got to the bottom of the issue, she didn’t like me like that! So we agreed to be friends, I secretly agreed to not give up on getting a shot at her. So I would say things that friends wouldn’t say to her got her number an started texting her. First we would text to about 11 or 12 then suddenly we were up to 4am every night for a week, texting about sex relationships playing games ect. She then wanted to make up the movie to me an after the movie we hugged.

 

I leave in 2 weeks to go away for military training for about 6 months. She is a virgin, never been in a serious relationship. We know each other an our conversation become a battle of wit an constant reading each other while flirting an learning more. She wants to let what happen happen, an I know better than rush a woman into a decision. We have a lot planned with each other over the next few weeks before I leave an she will be learning skype so we can video chat. I think its important that I kiss her before I go to make that sexual connection. I know I have fallen for her an she doesn’t know how she feels about me. She says I’m growing on her an she loved the hug. So now I wait an see what will become of this. We have chemistry an one last thing… Did I mention she to is a Gemini?

Good Conversation

Why is it that I can’t have just a good conversation with a woman without it looking like I want more? I am the type of guy who loves to chat, I look for maturity in these conversations. I look for a passion or desire for knowledge in her. In order to get to this conversation I must ask her out.

I must learn to just let go, while looks attract me its the brain that drives me crazy. When she gives an excuse I should just move on. I waste to much time an energy on lost causes. Every time my energy goes into the wrong person I slip a tad more into depression. However this will not stop me. I will move on faster an see the signs clearer.

Can’t we just talk over coffee or a lunch? Can’t you just let me learn about you? Why are there so many games? Why so many steps? Well I brought this on myself, should have just let go.

My Test

So after fail after fail of dealing with women I decided to take a break. I came across a book that has cool missions the suppose to help my cause. I will be bringing my followers the details of every mission. Wish me luck as I try to conquer my final frontier.